February 2012
13 posts
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i hate this feeling of not knowing what i should do, or what road i should follow. it’s confusing and theres that incessant fear that whichever way I go, I’m bound to reach a dead end.
I’m at the point of two turning points again. there’s one where I know I’ll be looked after, thought the world of, except I’ll never truly be myself. I’ll always have...
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You’re the boy with a real nice smile,
But a broken heart inside.
Give it to a girl, gave it to a girl,
And I think she lost her mind.
Are you giving up and done?
Are you through with all this?
Are you tired of the pain?
Torn to pieces.
Can you let me try?
Tell me it’s all right,
Just for one night.
Show you how to feel like,
What it feels like
To be hugged, to be kissed.
Yes I...
January 2012
25 posts
its been 2 weeks. 2 weeks of complete silence. from talking all day, every day to absolutely nothing. you broke that silence tonight. and just when i had found the strength to begin to get over you! you always know and you decide to bring me crumbling back down. stop giving me hope that you may care, and that you still think of me.
my strength is gone, or at least diminished. and now i’m...
if our lives are so much like dear john, then I’m prepared to wait 7 years to be with you. my only hope is that I didn’t make a mistake yesterday by coming to see you.
“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up...”
– Marilyn Monroe. (via mindfooked)
December 2011
8 posts
everytime i look on facebook, i look to see a hint of hope. a hint of hope that you post something, anything to let me know you’re still out there. just like i did after getting your first text October 20th. i try to be strong but i’m not. not yet at least, but i know i will be. i don’t want to be that desperate girl that still tries. if you’re not going to try for me, then...
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i wish i could remember what it was like to be in a relationship. like a no joke, full-fledged serious relationship. but i don’t. what if i’m not a good girlfriend for you? i’m scared. i doubted myself once, and i promised myself that i wouldn’t do it again. i want you, and you want me. isn’t that how its supposed to be? its been a long 4 months but nothing will make...
November 2011
14 posts
